My dear father!
I remember those days when I was your little girl. I can count every second, we spent together. I remember the times when you were happier than me because I got the things I dreamed of. I never forgot that you cried more than me every time I cried. I still remember the smiles, tears, joys and pain we shared.
I’m not a bad girl. I’m just different. Please don’t hate me. I’m still your little girl. Your little girl still loves you and will love you forever, no matter what.
I never wanna lose you just because of my sexuality. I tried really hard to change it but I couldn’t because I was born this way.
For 24 years of my life, I tried to deny what I always felt. But you know what? While doing this, Your little girl couldn’t breath. She was feeling she would die if she’ll keep this as a secret anymore. The pressure was so unbearable that she decided to commit suicide. Yes daddy, suicide!
My dear father,
You know, it’s the hardest thing one can ever experience that revealing your sexuality can cause you pain of losing your loved ones and you know daddy, what’s even more painful? It’s this fear that they’ll hate you.
My dear father,
Do you really hate your little girl? The little girl you were proud of. The girl you shared your joys and pain with. Why? Daddy! Why?
I beg you please don’t hate me. I remember every single moment you trusted me instead of society. I know you’re very religious and I know Islam doesn’t allow homosexuality. If you can’t accept me who am I. Don’t but please I beg, at least, don’t hate me.
Please! Dear Father! Don’t hate me. I can’t bear this. I hope one day you’ll get it.
Your little girl who still loves you.
My father is very religious and don’t believe in homosexuality. In Islam, there is no concept of homosexuality and It’s strictly prohibited. Also, in Pakistan, people really care about what other people would say if they’ll do something. May be, my father is afraid of society. But I can’t be in a closet anymore. Sorry daddy if this makes you emabarresd. I really don’t mean it.